Wednesday, 18 February 2015

IT'S CNY EVE

It's Chinese New Year's eve, baby! Today was a really great day. I woke up to the sun's rays that found its ways through my curtains hahahahha. I really love my room. There's always warm sunlight that illuminates my room with a peaceful ambience.

Anyway, I did some progress on our eighth team's hand book today. I typed all our personal information and printed it out too. I'm gonna let them proof read it tomorrow. Hope this time our hand book will come out on time, not like last year lol. At about 11.15am, my mum asked me to accompany her to fetch my cousin sis to the airport. She's such a slowpoke ahahah! We were driving round and round the front entrance of Pantai Hospital because the securities won't let us wait there. After that we went to KLIA 2 to eat lunch. I had a Spicy Chicken Mcdeluxe. It's been a looooong loooooong time since I ate Mcd. I feel like I'm filling myself up with junk food because I don't think I'll be able to eat any during CNY hahaha. Anyway, my mum let me drove home omggggg. So excited when I stepped on the gas pedal because we were on the highway and there weren't many cars. I floored it all the way to 120km/h ahahaha. So thrilled! My dad said that after I'm steady I'll surely be a very fast driver.


We just ate our family dinner and it was so simple that it was full of love. Sometimes I think simple is better. Just the four of us eating dinner together at home is enough for me. Just like how I don't need roses or watches for Valentine's or my birthday too hahahah. I just want to cherish the time I spend with my loved ones <3

Annnnnd it's CNY tomorrow! A little bit nervous, a little bit scared, a little bit stressed and a lot excited. I hope every house we visit tomorrow will be good to us, won't give us any problems and maybe give a bigger angpao hahahahahaha. It's gonna be my last CNY as a Hin Hua student. I really wish we were still training. I really will miss these bunch of kiddos after CNY. Not only these bunch of kiddos, other teams' kiddos too hahaha.


Sunday, 15 February 2015

I WROTE AN ESSAY

Today is a fine day. So I wanted to share a fine essay I wrote with you guys. ^_______^
The title of the essay is "Life worth living". It's our EAP class's creative writing title. Hope you guys can read it carefully and maybe give me some comments. ^__________________^

LIFE WORTH LIVING

It was a beautiful day when I opened my eyes and stepped out of my dreamland. The sun’s rays that found its ways through my curtains filled my room with light that warmed my heart. I laid in bed, thinking of what I was going to do that day. The patterns in the ceiling seemed to be smiling at me, trying to hint something at me. It was a special day and my heart was fluttering like the wings of a butterfly.

            With high spirits, I got out of bed and stepped into the bathroom to get ready for the day. I could hear the sparrows singing a cheerful tune out the window as I turned on the tap. Water flowed out freely, wetting my hands while I reached for my toothbrush.

            “Ding-dong!” The doorbell rang suddenly, interrupting the sparrows and my daily morning routine.

            I rushed to finish brushing my teeth but the visitor was not as patient as I thought.

            “Ding-dong!” Once more, the doorbell rang. I hurried down the stairs two steps at a time, careful not to knock down the potted plants at the sides of the steps.

            “Parcel for Miss Watson!” It was the postman. I smiled a sweet ‘thank you’ smile at him and signed the papers he gave. After shutting the door, I took a good look at the address. It was from New Delhi, India. At that moment, I immediately knew who it was from. The sides of my lips crawled up into a smile while setting the parcel down on my coffee table.

            I went about my breakfast, continuing to make my coffee and egg sandwich. The house was filled with the delicious smell of coffee beans and toasted bread that teased my stomach. Taking my breakfast to the living room, I set them down just next to my parcel. With my breakfast next to me and a very excited heart, I started to open the toaster-sized parcel in front of me.

           Not more than a blink of an eye, there was a letter, a photograph and a piece of clothing in place of the parcel. I looked closely at the photograph. It was at the Taj Mahal, with many boys posing smartly. The former wonder of the world stood majestically at the back of the group of boys. I smiled knowing that he was safe and sound even though he was halfway across the earth.

            Putting down the photograph, I went to read the letter. The handwriting looked so familiar and hit so close to home. Suddenly I started to miss him badly but ignoring the nag in my heart, I continued to read the letter. It was good to know that his trip was fine and full of adventures. His jokes were still as stale as a block of cheese but I found it funny and cute

            The piece of clothing he sent was actually an Indian saree which was pink and purple in colour. There was also a note attached that said, “This is a traditional Indian dress called a saree. Put it on when I get back. I can’t wait to see your beautiful face.” I felt on cloud nine, smiling to myself like a Cheshire cat.

            I set down the items and in my mind raced through a thousand memories. He was my best friend whom I trust and love so deeply. He filled my life with hope, warmth and happiness when I had been in total darkness and depression. I owed almost my whole life to him and I was most grateful for all the things he had done for me.

            I stood up and went to grab my coat from the coat rack. A glance at the clock told me it was a quarter to nine in the morning. As I put on my boots, I opened the door to go about my errands. I looked at the bustling streets of Piccadilly and saw people of many kinds running about living their own lives.


            People work in mysterious ways. The way we look at life and its repercussions are so powerful. How other people can manipulate it is even more powerful. As I passed the corner onto St. James’ street, I thought to myself, “If this is not a life worth living, what is?”


THE DAY WE'VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR

See, I was away for a blink of an eye and all of a sudden it's day 46.

These two weeks have been very busy and full of excitement. Especially Valentine's Day. It was our school's calligraphy competition and our 授旗礼. I was so nervous the night before I slept at midnight and woke up by myself at 5:15am. Damn nerve-wracking, if you asked me.

In the morning, our eighth team ate breakfast together again, After taking attendance, we went down to Ren Ai to gather. There was a lot of alumni and last year graduates who came back. Everyone was so excited. I'm really thankful everything went smoothly. I feel like I finally have something heavy lifted off my back.

I met so many people yesterday. Eryen, Weiyin, 2013 sixth, and many many more. People who are gone where you are but never gone from your heart.

Words can't express exactly what I want to write here today, because I don't want to be too obvious teehee. But I'm thankful for each and every one of my friends, my classmates, my teammates, my partners and my teachers.  A little gratitude goes a long way and I am very grateful.


Photo credit to Angeline ;)

Saturday, 7 February 2015

EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER

Hello, it's been a long long week but I'm still alive. I guess that's just how I think; I try to think of each day as its own. It's already day 38. 327 days for 2015 to go. Time flies by so damn fast you don't even know how the minutes and hours even days change you.

I'm alone at our hostel room now. Gonna have to do my homework and revision later. I have thinking so much lately. Thinking about a lot of crazy things. A lot has happened since the first day of school. I've been wearing my heart on my sleeve and putting my feelings out on the table more. Never have I cried two days in a row. I think it's a good thing? I don't know. But everyone has been so busy and the ones that understand me the most all are so distant. To meet even a few minutes a day becomes so challenging,

I really don't know how to describe my whole week. It's been a roller coaster of emotions. I'm just thankful I have someone to talk to each night and someones to have girls' talk in bed. I cherish these moments so much. I really wish school wasn't so stressful. But maybe only in hard times that we really know how strong we are. Even though I'm still so damn vulnerable.

I really look forward to this coming Saturday and pray it will not rain. I hope everything goes smoothly and to plan. We have been practising for so long, I hope everyone enjoys it.

Would you stay even if I asked you to leave?