HANGING OUT WITH FRIENDS AND DOING OUR BIOLOGY PROJECT

It's been two months but I still can't get enough of this song. Hmmm I wonder why? :3

Frankly I think this is the most productive holiday I have ever had. All of my homework are almost completed and I have started to study for my tests too. It's such a great feeling when you can play without really worrying about your studies for a while.

On Monday I got the chance to hang out with my best besties. Kelly came to fetch me in her fancy car teehee. Then we went to fetch Zhiying at school and flew straight to AEON. We just went to sing for three hours. It was the first time we really hung out together on a holiday like this because of the different places we live. It actually was a really good moment to cherish. We sang lots of songs we always listen to in our room and those old old songs from a few years back. It was really funny and full of laughter. Time is always full of happiness and love when I'm with these two kiddos :)

Tuesday and Wednesday were two peaceful days that I spent making progress on my assignments and battling my inner demons. I hate that I always over-think in a lot of different aspects of my life. That's why I'm really thankful for my besties and friends that always remind me not to think too much. Sometimes it really is involuntary but I refrain from doing so if I catch myself. 

Anyway, today was another good day hahaha. Keyi, Xueqian and me went to Pantai Morib to conduct researches for our biology project about the protection of the coastlines. We saw many many crabs and it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo disgusting to see so many of them. You could even hear the sounds of their legs moving, like water trickling. We also saw many many weird animal species we couldn't name. Those two guys were so brave and enthusiastic, digging more and more the further we went down the beach. We also met a Malay family that catches crabs for a living, I guess? They were very helpful and gave us two starfishes. 

All in all, it was a very fun and resourceful day. Not only did we found so much information for our project, I also got to spend time with someone who lives near there teeheeeee. 

A lot of people are movie-going these days. I'm going to watch a movie tomorrow too. Totally cannot wait for Cinderella. ^________________________^

UPDATE ON LIFE

Hellooooooooooooooooooooo! I've been really really lucky and blessed for these two weeks. I seriously have tons of stories to tell the world. I even feel so happy sharing these little bits that make up my life to you guys. I hope it affects you in some way and motivates you in another way :)

So last week was our lion dance congratulatory and 30th anniversary dinner. It would be the last time I attend this dinner as a HHHS student. There were many many people there and everyone was so high and excited. It was especially touching when after the dinner, we gifted a massager machine to our best and special teacher. It's been an honour to be his student and lion dance member. I remember I was only Junior 2 when I went to apply to join the team. Never had I thought that I would end up here, being a captain and somehow excelling in the drum. Never had I thought I would meet so many helpful people that also somehow ended up being good friends, and someone also ended up being my special someone teeheeeeeee. I'm very grateful for everyone who helped me along the way, especially my 8th team. You guys have given me headaches and stomachaches from laughing too much because of you guys' craziness. I really am someone who doesn't know how to put my thoughts and feelings into words, so just know that I really love you guys #EIGHTHFOREVER.

Anyway, another reason I feel so blessed these days is because of my boyfriend. I know maybe I'll come off as hiao or attention-seeking or whatever to some people, but I think it's fine to talk about my boyfriend once in a while and maybe show the world how well he treats me. I definitely feel a lot more happier now that he's around. He's like my muse and my inspiration. He's the one who asks me to work on my homework when I'm lazy and procrastinating. He's the one who tells me not to eat spicy sour food when I'm on my monthly. He's also the one who brings me lukewarm water in a Thermos bottle every morning when I'm on my monthly. The one who asks me to sleep early, who tells me to take dinner, who cares about my safety when I'm driving. He is very kind and treats me exactly how a boyfriend takes care of his girl. I have no words to express my gratitude for all the things he has done. I know he doesn't like counting the days but I still have to say #happyonemonth

I'd also like to take this opportunity to thank all my friends, especially my class group members. I know maybe I'm more beh cham in our class because I feel kind of lonely after my best friend has flown away to happier skies. I'm really touched that you guys will still stick with me and give me morale support whenever I need it. I know my grades aren't good and I'll need lots and lots of catching up but I'm grateful for all the help you guys gave. I may not mention it and may mute our group conversation but I really am very touched. I sincerely thank you guys for everything.

So, it's the start of the holidays! Today I went on a field trip to The University of Nottingham. Another course caught my eye and I am seriously in a major dilemma right now. I'm thinking of studying English Language and Literature because I think the only thing I know to do now is study English. All my Science subjects are bleh and my confidence to study psychology is deteriorating fast. It's like I only know how to read and write. My left brain has not been functioning well lately and I really feel like I'm at the bottom pit of my class. I think my interests are more to Arts, Social Sciences and Humanities because when asked by my dad, I don't like engineering. I don't like medicine. I don't like IT. I don't like business or accounting or law either. Suddenly I felt so left out. I felt so weird, like I don't know and don't like anything. After being so sure on my psychology pathway for almost 3 years, I feel like a lost blind person at the crossroads. I really hope I'll get out of this situation soon as it's really giving me some fear for the future and a little stress too.

On a happier note, our groups' forum has been selected for the finals, yay! I was really nervous we weren't going to make it but in the end we did succeed. So please look forward to seeing Dr Khoo on the stage on 31st March during the assembly time hahahahahaaha.