I'm alone at our hostel room now. Gonna have to do my homework and revision later. I have thinking so much lately. Thinking about a lot of crazy things. A lot has happened since the first day of school. I've been wearing my heart on my sleeve and putting my feelings out on the table more. Never have I cried two days in a row. I think it's a good thing? I don't know. But everyone has been so busy and the ones that understand me the most all are so distant. To meet even a few minutes a day becomes so challenging,
I really don't know how to describe my whole week. It's been a roller coaster of emotions. I'm just thankful I have someone to talk to each night and someones to have girls' talk in bed. I cherish these moments so much. I really wish school wasn't so stressful. But maybe only in hard times that we really know how strong we are. Even though I'm still so damn vulnerable.
I really look forward to this coming Saturday and pray it will not rain. I hope everything goes smoothly and to plan. We have been practising for so long, I hope everyone enjoys it.
Would you stay even if I asked you to leave?