Sunday, 26 April 2015

EXAMS GOT EVERYONE STRESSED OUT

Well, I'm back again.

I think in light of the fact that the exam season is here, everyone seems to be in depression. And I mean major depression. We're talking about the Great Depression after the Wall Street Crash in 1929 here. Like SUPER MAJOR depression. Or maybe it's just me lol.

Actually to be frank, I'm not really that depressed. Maybe just worried. I try not to think too much about it. Over-thinking is the main reason why all hell breaks loose every time. I'm just particularly worried about my Maths. And Physics. And Biology. And Chinese. And kinda everything else, even English. But I try my best. I'm trying my best. No, I don't wish for more hours a day or one more day of holiday. I just wish time would go by as fast as it can. Not only does these sufferings make me suffocate, I hate seeing my friends gasping for air too. Or maybe it's just me again.

So far I'm seeing posts about other people's opinion towards ourselves. Fuck them. Do what you want. Do what you love. Even someone that was hated during their high school years can make better friends when they go to university. And maybe even date someone that we'd never thought about. You know who I'm talking about. Or maybe you don't. Back on topic, even when I revise Maths, I need to start from doing Add. Maths (I). Do you think I care if you think I'm stupid? Of course not. I'm not doing this for you. I'm doing this for me. I think my level isn't that good so I'm starting low and maybe even making my foundation firmer. Or maybe when we were damn noisy when we were sitting at our old seats, do you think we care if you turned around and gave us a damn dirty look? We're not boring, tedious students who just know how to listen to the teacher babble on about what he says. To be perfectly honest, to be a goody two shoes is so stressful.

Well, I didn't think I would have that much to say on that topic. Maybe it's because I'm sticking up for another friend. Or maybe it's just me again.

Saturday, 11 April 2015

CHANGING SEATS AND FAST 7

It's really been a long time since I've written a blog post. A lot has happened during these three weeks. I have been super busy with homework and tests and a lot shits. I seem to say that in every post. I really hope I can shake off this lifestyle as soon as possible.

Anyway the first time we changed seats in class was like three weeks ago. I sat with Woei Jiun for two weeks then recently just sat with Ah Beng. Sitting with Woei Jiun was really high and fun, plus Jervain at the back made it even more funnier. Woei Jiun and I would sing Thinking Out Loud or Uptown Funk and every time we sing, it's really high ahahaha. Sitting at my current place is not bad too. Woei Jiun is still very near to me, Richie and Jervain are also behind me. Our theme song now is Uptown Funk and we sing it almost every day. I think we are the noisiest corner in class ahaha. I surely will miss them after next week.

Exams are around the corner and I'm really scared. Like seriously fucking scared. Let's just hope I don't screw it up again this time.

Just watched Fast 7 today. Han died less than 30 minutes into the movie. I liked him so muchhhhhh. I was shocked Giselle died in the last movie too. She was soooo pretty. Anyway I cried my eyeballs out during the last few minutes. I really can't believe people can just go like that. As someone who only watched Fast 2, Fast 5 and Fast 6, I still really like Paul Walker in each movie. I believe each and every word Vin Diesel said during the last few scenes were true from his heart. Nobody can bear to lose someone they love.

People may seem like the dominant species in this world but still we are just fragile as that.

It's been a long day without you, my friend. And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again. 
We've come a long way from where we began. And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.