Well, I'm back again.
I think in light of the fact that the exam season is here, everyone seems to be in depression. And I mean major depression. We're talking about the Great Depression after the Wall Street Crash in 1929 here. Like SUPER MAJOR depression. Or maybe it's just me lol.
Actually to be frank, I'm not really that depressed. Maybe just worried. I try not to think too much about it. Over-thinking is the main reason why all hell breaks loose every time. I'm just particularly worried about my Maths. And Physics. And Biology. And Chinese. And kinda everything else, even English. But I try my best. I'm trying my best. No, I don't wish for more hours a day or one more day of holiday. I just wish time would go by as fast as it can. Not only does these sufferings make me suffocate, I hate seeing my friends gasping for air too. Or maybe it's just me again.
So far I'm seeing posts about other people's opinion towards ourselves. Fuck them. Do what you want. Do what you love. Even someone that was hated during their high school years can make better friends when they go to university. And maybe even date someone that we'd never thought about. You know who I'm talking about. Or maybe you don't. Back on topic, even when I revise Maths, I need to start from doing Add. Maths (I). Do you think I care if you think I'm stupid? Of course not. I'm not doing this for you. I'm doing this for me. I think my level isn't that good so I'm starting low and maybe even making my foundation firmer. Or maybe when we were damn noisy when we were sitting at our old seats, do you think we care if you turned around and gave us a damn dirty look? We're not boring, tedious students who just know how to listen to the teacher babble on about what he says. To be perfectly honest, to be a goody two shoes is so stressful.
Well, I didn't think I would have that much to say on that topic. Maybe it's because I'm sticking up for another friend. Or maybe it's just me again.